It’s taken me a really long time to realise that the answers were inside of me all along.
But I played small.
I didn’t shout about all the gifts I could offer the world.
I wrapped up my self-worth in qualifications, relationships and (if I’m honest) my kids.
I always knew that I had knowledge that would benefit others but it would frustrate me when they wouldn’t buy my stuff.
Of course, many people did work with me, how else would I have remained in business for so many years….
But they didn’t flock to me in their hundreds.
They didn’t throw their credit cards at me.
They didn’t flow to me with ease.
Because I made it easy for them not to!
I discounted my offers before they’d even asked the price.
I posted adverts in FB just once or twice, not consistently.
I threw money at FB boosting without any clue what I was doing (actually FB ads is still on my to-do list to learn properly!)
And … I was living a life of struggle.
Not enough money to pay bills in full and on time.
Not enough money for holidays, meals out, new clothes and shoes.
Not enough money to eat an abundance of healthy food, nor supplements to help my health issues.
In fact, my business became about helping people to eat on a very small budget.
I was doing the very opposite of EXPANDING.
I was shrinking.
And it had to stop.
Ironically, I’d been doing all the ‘right’ things for years.
Positive mindset, learning about money blocks, staying away from energy vampires…
But it wasn’t enough.
I had to look INSIDE ME.
Angel cards and moon rituals helped me to RECONNECT to me.
To the spirit deep inside me that had been crying to get out for so long.
I talked to her. I cried. I journalled. I had lightbulb moments.
And then I had a dream…
A dream that confirmed what the angel cards had been telling me repeatedly:
‘Your life purpose involves reading, editing, writing or selling spiritual books.’
There it was.
I’d spent 21 years writing all my own content for my nutrition and fitness business. 21 years of being published in magazines, speaking on the radio, running a local magazine, writing nutrition programmes, creating recipe e-books and, of course, typing thousands of words every week across social media platforms.
I knew how to write! I even had qualifications in English language, literature and creative writing.
I loved to write…. even engaging with other people’s posts I’d always write the longest responses (sometimes more is more, honest!).
So why was I holding back? Why wasn’t I using these skills to help others? What could I offer the world? How could I best serve my purpose?
Suddenly everything became clear. The kind of clarity that makes you wonder how you could ever have NOT seen this before!
And of course, once you SEE, you cannot un-see.
The Soulful Word was born.
No more procrastinating and playing small.
No more keeping my talents hidden from the world.
No more struggle and scarcity.
It was time to help other women shine brilliantly by helping them get their woo-woo words onto paper and share their gifts with the world.
In helping others, I shine brighter myself.
So, if you’re struggling, ask yourself ‘how can I best serve?’
Then listen carefully to what your inner feminine wisdom tells you.
Don’t shut her out.
Don’t block her voice any longer.
She wants to be heard.
Then take those words and thoughts, combine them with your natural, intuitive gifts (and all those qualifications and courses you’ve taken over the years) and share your amazing energy with the world.
Stand up proud.
Look everyone in the eye.
And shout from the rooftops with love and integrity.
Girl, you’ve got this!